Beta #2

It's down to 19. Which means this is apparently a chemical pregnancy (an early miscarriage). I can't believe it. I can't stop crying. It's over. I have to go back Friday to double check, and they want to stay on my shots and meds til then. So frustrating. I am covered in lumps, bruises and hives from the shots and the only thing getting me through it was that it would all be worth it. And now it hasn't been.