Holding My Breath.

Waiting on this 2nd beta is painful. Tortuous.

Of course I want to be positive, convinced. And I do have had some good signs: fatigue, sore breasts, extreme hunger. But with our history I think it is natural that I am worried it is all in my head and that it might come crashing down.

Blood was drawn at 9 am today...should get results by 5.

So, I wait. And I hold my breath.