Closure? Well, kind of...

I have putting off making a follow up appt. for our failed FET cycle. We certainly weren't ready to make any new moves and I really did know what they would say so it seemed a little pointless. However, everyone said I'd feel better and I'd have closure, etc. So I made it finally, and I went finally, and it lasted a measly 15 minutes.

All the drama leading up to it and it was 15 short minutes. And yes, he said just as I had expected, "Everything went perfectly. The embryos we transferred looked great, your lining was right where we wanted it, and the transfer went smoothly." Basically you just have bad luck and let's get you ready to cycle again - oh at the price tag of 13K a pop!

Well, we know we can't shell out that kind of dough again, so we may try some more affordable and yes, less successful routes for a year or so. I've inquired about more testing, which he didn't seem to think was necessary "until you have multiple losses." Well yes, I'd love to sit around and lose more babies - good idea. "Well we can do it if you really want but it's expensive and insurance may not cover it." Insurance companies make no sense. Seriously. So frustrating so I also made an appt. with a new doctor at a new clinic. We feel it is time for another opinion and fresh start.

We meet with her on Oct. 11th....hoping it is the start of a new, fruitful journey. Here we go again...